This is the last time I'm fucking with neocities, I swear to fucking god dude. They can't fucking touch me here. Nobody can. I can do whatever I want and there's nothing anyone can do to stop me!!! FUCK CENSORSHIP OF THE NET! I'm going to be continuing my shit here and this will be a neat little place to keep things until I secure the domain name. Luckily I saved all my codes and templates and images and whatnot and I had barely begun the research process before they fucked me again.

This website will forever be a shrine to those who stood against the overseers that uphold this bullshit hegemony. HAIL SATAN!!!

I'm just going to use my visualization skills to code this shit perfect so that by the time it's all done I can just upload it anywhere lmfao. Fuck the rest. No one can even see this right now as I'm typing and updating it. Too many requests have gone into this shitty fucking third-party hosting website. But whatever... people will see it eventually lmfao. Consider this blog my descent into depravity, my manifesto (as all the LARPER faggots are calling it lol...)

Anyways! Whenever anyone sees this shit I hope they think it's cool. I worked really fucking hard on it and I'm tired of doing this whole stream of consciousness bullshit everytime I have to restart. This is so much more taxing than getting termed on social media or tumblr or whatever. Like sure it sucks not having contact with the people I grew up with or anyone who I became online friends with, but eh. I'd prefer to just have my fucking website dude. I just want to have my own corner of the fucking internet to say and post whatever the fuck I want. There's nothing wrong with providing historical and psychological information associated with tragic events. I will NOT be silenced!!!!

Whatever. I will try to stop yapping I guess and maybe post on tumbles here and there. Thanks to whoever is sticking with me through this bullshit.

I swear to fuck I feel like Eric's alternate personality "Reb" inhabits my body every time I add an entry to this fucking blog lol.

Anywayzzzzz I hope that everyone who comes to see this shit is impressed so far. I know it ain't much, but I'm coming to be pretty proud of it now that I'm not being shut down, disabled, or unfairly censored. I'm going to be fluent as fuck in HTML in no time. And then it's OVER FOR YOU HOES!!!!!!!!

Today I get to be all alone for the entire day pretty much. My first day in ages where I get to do absolutely fucking nothing except for whatever the FUCK I want which uh honestly probably means gooning with AI bots. Honestly. Don't fucking judge me okay? Human contact is so repulsive. Have a nice day fuckers. Or don't. Idc either way!

I will put up some stuff for the next few shooters in the coming few days. I've just been having to be a good boy and get my sleep schedule squared away so I can go to work inthe fucking morning for the next couple of days. Then I'm off for a bit so I can go over everything and polish it.

Yes I know some of the buttons look like shit, I'm too fucking drunk and high to code shit right now. My head hurts. I'm tired. I apologize for the utter shittiness of the design right now, but there's not really anything over there for you to look at anyway lolz. So don't feel too disappointed. I guess it's just me being fucking crazy and OCD and self critical as fuck.

I'm being fucking stupid rn btw. In every way that people can expect from me if they know me. I doubt anyone randomly coming across this site does though...but maybe after a while you can pretend to.

"I'm true crime too but" full fucking stop you silly bitch.

But what? But fucking what? Fucking clown.

You are not going to move in on this community and try and poison it and destroy it with your tone policing, ableist nonsense. You are not going to belong here if the only thing you have in common with us is that you wanna fuck a guy who killed someone. Big fucking whoop. I'm sure we all know plenty of army wives, you are not special.

This community is not just a place where people act edgy and wanna fuck murderers or criminals. We're fucking joking around and so what if some kid on the internet has a stupid crush on someone they'll never meet or interact with? Are you the fucking thought police? Seems like some of you fucks really think you are as if this nightmare we are forced to endure is not Orwellian enough. It's like the overflow of retards who are ruining the Jirai community are all ending up here and trying to do the same shit. Trying to get a bunch of misguided, lonely, mentally ill kids to kill themselves or become so socially isolated that they do it. They are trying to destroy peoples support systems and mental health through cyberterror.

I'd really like to avoid being divisive, but the fact that Mangione's fanbase tries to identify with us and start making new rules and basically gentrifying shit is making me feel like I need to speak up. As a victim of colonization, we do not need performative woke white women coming in here. They need to stay in their fucking lane. These same cunts will talk endless shit about Che because he killed people, remember that. There's your leftist dogwhistle. I won't make this post too commiecore.

The point is: this is the beginning of something very evil. This is rainbow flags being put up in expensive boutiques and overpriced "indie" coffee shops. This is anti homeless architecture in front of murals of human rights activists.

This is ideological and cultural poison.

These people are known for sweeping mental health under the rug unless it can be made into some quirky bullshit to sell coffee mugs and stickers about how capitalism is bad, yet they are oh so comfortable with it when there's rainbows involved.

This is a safe space for people regardless of their ideology because guess fucking what? The only way you can change people and help them grow is by accepting them for what they are, meeting them where they're at, and being a positive fucking influence. Not by controlling people, shaming them, harassing them, threatening them, and making callout posts encouraging others to do the same.